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I'm miles from where you are. I lay down on the cold ground.. I pray that something picks me up, and sets me down in your warm arms.

The broken locks are a warning, you got inside my head. I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead.

You know I'm right here, I'm not losing you this time. I'm all in, nothing left to hide. I'm falling harder than a landslide. Now I'm calling, calling out your name and even if I lose the game I'm all in..

I think I'm drowning, asphyxiated. I want to break the spell that you've created. You're something beautiful, a contradiction. I want to play the game, I want the friction. You will be the death of me. I won't let you bury it, I won't let you smother it, I won't let you murder it.


I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better


If you had one shot, or one opportunity, to seize everything you ever wanted - One moment. Would you capture it or just let it slip?

Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, and so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart.

Oh baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences,
how long before you let me go?
- You set my soul alight. -
I thought I was a fool for no one,
but baby I'm a fool for you.
You're the queen of the superficial,
how long before you tell the truth?

You are my science.
You make me believe in the atoms in your skin.
Now I believe in the chemistry in our kiss.
And now I believe in the molecules that make up love.
You are my science. I am a scientist.

It's not how you fall - it's how you get back up. Struggle, hustle, fight - hard. That's all I know is right. Blood of a king, heart of a lion!

I'm here. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. If you need the medication again, go ahead and take it - I will love you through that, as well. If you don't need the medication, I will love you, too. There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than depression and I am braver than loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.

It was not the feeling of completeness I so needed, but the feeling of not being empty.

When we first met, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. I didn’t have the time or energy, and I wasn’t sure that I was ready for it. But you were so good to me, and I got swept up in that. And little by little, I found myself falling in love with you.

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